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*Trigger Warning*
I'm 19 & simply looking for an outlet...besides my journal. This is for me. My intentions are not to encourage eating disorders; I wouldn't wish this lifestyle on my worst enemy. I just need a place to express MYSELF & not be alone.
I gladly welcome any support, advice, questions, etc.
"I'M NOT THERE YET, BUT I'M CLOSER THEN YESTERDAY."
*Trigger Warning*
I'm 19 & simply looking for an outlet...besides my journal. This is for me. My intentions are not to encourage eating disorders; I wouldn't wish this lifestyle on my worst enemy. I just need a place to express MYSELF & not be alone.
I gladly welcome any support, advice, questions, etc.
"I'M NOT THERE YET, BUT I'M CLOSER THEN YESTERDAY."
| Me: | I actually think I look pretty good today. |
| My mind: | No, you don't. Look at how big your arms are. Your stomach is practically falling over your jeans. Your muffin top is gasping for air. Don't get me started on your thighs, either; because they are fucking huge. Remember all this when you decide you're hungry for a cookie or a sandwich today. Remember how people will be constantly judging you for your weight. Think of the happiness skipping lunch and being skinny will be. I'll be with you all day, reminding you of how fat and ugly and gross you are. |
| Anorexia: | Don't eat, you'll just get fat. Cause that's what you are- fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat |
| Binge: | Come on, you deserve the ice cream and candy bars. It will make you feel better. |
| Bulimia: | Why the heck did you do that!? You don't want that sitting in your body. Not even a month of restricting can make up for that. Throw it up you wuss! |
| Self Harm: | You suck so much. You'll never recover. You'll never get better. Here's a razor, you'll feel better. |
| Suicide: | Everyone hates you. No one would care. It will never get better. Here's some pills, the pain will disappear. |
| Recovery: | You are beautiful. You are worthy. You are strong. You are wonderful. You will recover. You will get better. You are loved. So many care. Things will get better. |
| ~Choose the voice you will listen to~ |
Eating disorders come with depression. And that isn’t just sadness, it’s detachment. Emotions are numb, and experiences are dull, we feel dead. But binges are intense, food tastes real, it’s sharp to our senses. And purging it’s pure rush, adrenaline, we are feeling again, we are more alive that ever.
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46249) It scares me how easy it is to learn to not make a sound when I throw up.
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